Forever Can See Us, Not You and Me

To dear friends,

Passing out something and going through a new thing doesnt mean we’re moving on and dragging the old ones to the rubbish bin. I somehow think we’ve change. We keep doing it. Our topics are never compatible. Because we’re two different bunch of people. Two different thinking. Interest. Ways. But one thing is for sure, we never forget. We’re playful. Have always been. I think you know better right?

So I think. You’ve change. You weren’t like this. You swallow your ego more then eating it. So why the reverse now. We, are guys who I think not know too much on the “do’s and dont” when meeting up old friends. Yes we suck at it. But to judge us because of this, is wrong. And I think we got sucker punch again. I may be using my emotion then thinking writing all this, but If at the moment I am using it more, I say that means I’m angry. No. Wrong. I’m dissapointed. We’ve been through shit so much to let this effect us.

My last word. The world meaning to what I saw is, your giving up on us. Giving up on something you were able to hold on to for so long and poof. You give up. If that is correct, I won’t stop you. Ever heard the song which goes like “I’ll smile, You’ll wave. We’ll pretend, its ok.” Somehow this is beginning to be like that.

And for the other friend,

fuck. Its disturbing. Effing disturbing.