Forever Can See Us, Not You and Me

janaaaa: FML, i am a sucker at living my own life. says:

“i do try to give you what ever i can. i swear i do. I’m willing to do anything for you. And i know you know that too. i just dont know what else to say anymore. since i cant apologise or say its my fault. i’ll say this. i suck at living my own life. i suck at giving you the best. cause when i do try, i still suck anyways. i know everyone is not perfect. i’m not, i’m worst then that. i have attitude problem no one can get it, i have mood swings no one can take it. and one day i know you wont be able to take. i know. but i still do try. i’m was never good at explaining my emotion. i can never get it right and i always hurt you along the way. now im trying. i hope i dont hurt you. i want to give you the best. but at times i cant and i feel like im a loser. but i try.”

serving as a purpose to remember