Forever Can See Us, Not You and Me

What can I say about 2009? I figure out, I think this year went really smoothly.

A few words of success and failures.

Failures

One of the main failures I see myself is really money issues. I usually think money flows out and I don’t really know where it was channel to. And I figure out that the only way to solve it is to note down every single thing I spend. Including the cigerattes, the food, the kinder bueno’s and everything else even going to the 10 cents toilet. And that way I can somehow track down who’s the real culprit.

And I’ve not been too good to myself. Somehow or other I know he needs a treat too sometimes. But I tend to use everything on others and I just put on hold dreams of things.

Temper. Yes. Something I wish to control. Can’t help it. Probably got it from my mum. I wish to be a more patience person. Maybe one of the top 2010 Resolution.

Success

I think so far being in SAF was rather good for me. I got platoon best during BMT. I made it to OCS. And I got through service term with great friends. And somehow or other, I’ve been doing rather ok in SAF. Shockingly but true. Never a uniform group person, but to be doing ok, Im proud of it.

Love can never be perfect for a whole one year. If its too perfect its not really a healthy one. So I must say its been great too. Im somehow coping to help her in many ways and yes, sometimes it gets to crazy I forgot myself again. But nevertheless, Im glad I could help make her dreams come true. Well not all of it yet, probably above average? Well anyway, I know I love her. And Im still trying to cope with some of her attitude plus dealing with my own. Somehow, we’ll overcome it ok Jannah?

Time flows so fast. And I just remember I graduated from POLY this year. I almost forgot about that. Its a success too rite? But 2.48 for a GPA isnt that high of an achievement. But hey, I made it?

2009 final goodbyes. I wish probably some moment of it could be amend to a better way. I wish I could have spend those time in between on more productive things. But I’m glad 2009 was much of a better year. I cry less. I get sad less. I’m happy more. And I hope the following years, will just be the same.

Welcome. 2010.